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tired of life [07 May 2005|04:34pm]
[ mood | numb ]

i knew i wanted more than you could give to me
i know there'll come a day i understand
until then i'll be trying to solve your mystery
and wonder why i couldn't make you stay.

smiling through denial, my specialty
i thought that was a good thing for awhile
you gave me all your secrets, were you testing me?
and how could i do anything but smile?

re-enact your legendary tragedy
and do to me what has been done to you
is that the only point to all this misery?
is there any reason i should cry?

heal, it takes time
and you gave me all you had
i know in time i will believe
that i loved you
did you love me?

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you cunt. [10 Mar 2005|07:19pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Let me just say this:

This is Melissa's life. And last time I checked, Melissa can do what she wants without having to notify the world (or you). What I do (or don't do) in my life is my business. It is not in any way you or anybody else's place to go around asking my friends questions about things that are private in my life and are absolutely none of your business. I don't owe you anything at all. I am not with you. I am not yours. Accept it. Understand it. Let it go. You talk about lies and dishonesty and hypocrisy. Look in the mirror, my friend. We're all guilty. Stop talking about me. Stop asking about me. Stop thinking about me. It's dead, we're sick of hearing about it.

For all of you who spend your time talking about me or writing about me, I pity you. Get yourself a life of your own and stop worrying about mine. I certainly don't worry, nonetheless give a shit, about the things that are going on in your life.

Good lord. I hate Live Journals. But unfortunately, this entry was necessary.

I'm done now.

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[13 Feb 2005|01:18am]
timing is everything.
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[02 Feb 2005|07:59pm]
[ mood | confused ]

hmm..this is my first entry. live journals are really cheesy, i'm not quite sure why i made one. i'm still tryin to figure this shit out, its confusing. later.

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